Hands to Heaven November 10, 2007

As I watch you move

Across the mooonlit room

There’s so much tenderness in your loving

       Tomorrow I must I leave

       The down knows no repreive

       Good give me strength, when I am leaving

*So raise your hands to heaven and pray

 That we’ll be back together someday

  (And) tonight I need you sweet caress

  Hold me in the darkness

  Tonight you calm my restlessness

   You relieve my sadness

         As we move to embrace

         Tears run down your face

         I whispers words of love so softly

I can’t believe this pain

It’s drivin me insane

Without your touch, life will be lonely

Back to *

Morning has come another day

I must pack my bags and say goodbye

Song by Cristian Bautista

The Way You Look At Me November 10, 2007

No one ever saw me like you do

All the things that I could add up too

I never knew just what a smile was worth

But your eyes see everything

Without a single word

       *Coz there’s somethin in the way

        You look at me

        It’s as if my heart knows

        You’re the missing piece

        You make me believe that there’s nothin

        In this world I can’t be

        I never know what you see but there’s

       Somethin in the way you look at me

If I could freeze a moment in my mind

It’ll be the second that you

Touch your lips to mine

I’d like to stop to clock

Make time stands still

Coz baby this is just the way

I always wanna feel

Back to *

I don’t know how or why

I feel different in your eyes

All I know is it happens every time

Cz there’s somethin in the way

You look at me

It’s as if my heart knows

You’re the missing piece

You make me believe that there’s nothin

In this world I can’t be

I never know what you see but there’s

Somethin in the way you look at me

The way you look at me

Song by Cristian Bautista

To Someone part II November 9, 2007

I miss U but I hate U

I love U but I don’t know what are U feeling know

I need U but I can’t start to talk with U

U have many fans who love U

U have many friends who care with U

But U don’t give them something

U don’t give them loving

It’s very special gift if U love me

It’s beautiful gift for me

I don’t know what are U thinking about me

I don’t know who are U

I don’t know what U’ve done

I don’t know what I will done fore the future

I want to meet U

I want to get U

I want to have U

I want to be your love

It’s miracle for me if my dreams comes true

I’m afraid if my dream isn’t come true

My dream didn’t realize

I hope my dream can realize

Ya Allah……..

Help me to realize my dream

Help me to get him

Help me to have him

Help me please!!!

Mr……. get Married November 9, 2007

Mr ….. get married. He was get a beautiful girl who will be a mother of their child.  He feel happy, I feel happy too.  When I see the couple of a bridgroom to sit on the bridalbed.  My feeling is different.  I dont’t know why.  If I meet him, my throb of the heart to crack so fastly. I don’t know what I’m feeling with him.

When I was come in the merry celebration, my throb of the heart isn’t crack fast again, maybe it cause I have another boy who care with me. I have another boy who make me feel nervous. I can replace him in my heart.

He is a religious man, handsome, clever and smart people. Because of it, I’m falling in love with him. But he don’t know what i’m feeling. Hiks…….. I feel so sad.  When I can erase him from my memory, another boy come in my life. He make me feel nervous too. But……. arggggghhhhh.

Btw Congratulation Mr……. I pray for you.  You may get happiness with your partner, your little family until forever.

To Someone Part I November 9, 2007

What’s wrong with you?

You almost lost from my life

You never contact me

You never chat with me

I can’t erase yourself from my life

I cant’t erase yourself from my heart

I can’t erase from my memory

I need your spirit

I need your helping

I need your love

Do you need me too

I hope you need me too

I hope you need my spirit

I hope you need my helping

I hope you need my love

I can’t erase what you’ve done

I can’t erase what you’ve talk

I can’t erase what you’ve teach me

Can’t you erase myself from your life

Can’t you erase myself from your heart

Can’t you erase myself from my memory

I don’t know why I’ve become loving yo

I don’t know why I feel nervous when I know you online

I don’t know why I can’t start shat with you

Why you don’t start chat with me

Let’s chat with me again